knock-at-deaths-door

Why me? She looks in the mirror. FAT. She looks at her wrist. Cuts. She faces her peers. Laughter. SCREAMS He’s there Pressing down Holding on. Tears streaming down her. Face. Laughter ringing through her. Head. SCREAMS “Hey she’s CRAZY” “Dude, stay away from THAT” Sitting home. Alone. Repetition. Repetition. Repetition. _____________

He turns and plants an emerald kiss upon your lips, you lie there dazed before you respond hungrily willing him to hold you tighter. Your hands start to wander absently over his perfect torso wishing he would do the same... his lips begin to move from yours and trace your neck, you gasp involuntarily as the skin which his lips have traced burns and flushes as pleasure wells up inside. His mouth  opens and he bites down hard upon your neck. Your grip tightens on him and you pull him closer towards you as you moan with pleasure. He works harder and the pleasure that you try to keep hidden rises and surfaces from your throat, you can feel yourse

Pain seared through her body as the cold, harsh blade presses up against her flushed skin; a grief stricken tear leaks from her eyes, squinted against the agony and mortifying fact occurring before her. As she releases the blade it crashes to the floor and lies there mockingly urging her to increase her pain. She turns away sharply, dry sobs cutting through the stale atmosphere in the blood soaked room. Her gaze falls to her wrist and she swells as the carved gorge floods red tears, drowning the scarred land as it flows. Her mind eases as it witnesses the warm liquid spiralling onto her blouse, soaking through the thin material keeping her in

Imagine a golden beach..... Clear sands, golden,sun -swept,laced with a forest of beautiful palm trees that create a wave like fall of golden hair that laps at the clear shore, slightly dotted with freckles. An open door of green leads you down deep into the party in her soul. Music blaring,a full atmosphere that creates suspense for most, causing guys to gasp at her beauty and fall to her feet as if she is a muse....created to bring life. A path of white mirrors lead up to the green doors edged by full rose bushes of red washing strangers with a sense of calm and security when she starts to speak a song as beautiful as a lark, clear an

You can feel the smooth,cool touch of her hand clasped in yours. Your both engulfed in a circle of light, showing each other clearly but putting a blackout down on the surroundings.. a small smile is fixated on her delicate face.. you release your hand from hers and she looks up at you, startled and confused. Your arm beggins to snake round her tiny waist, she peers up at you as you pull her closer towards you so there is only the thin material of your clothing seperating you. Her arms reach up and wrap themselves around you neck as if to never let go.Your lips crash towards hers and she falls limply in your masculine arms that support her pe

Sun shining, hot rays reflect off the scores of people gathered in the park. She sits with him, merely friends, whilst the live band continues to drive the crowds wild.The pair are almost touching, the electricty pulses between them explosive, making the hairs on their arms stand tall.Small talk is driving her insane as she longs to feel his hand clasped in her, making them 'whole' once again. A dark cloud of doubt as been summoned as she doesn't want to lose him... well not again anyway. She lies back basking in the sun, he lifts her scar ridden arm and traces each clear line intently. Pain  etched on his perfect features. Her eyes

Peering through grey,course eyes. Sees Red. Droplets of blood career down the deathly pale cheeks. Sees Black. Stale sobs choke the silence. Slaps at her face,Slaps at the faces. SSSSHHHHHH! Footsteps...Closer...Closer...STOP! Sits like a puppet, forgotten, unwanted, Strings got tangled whilst she was dumped in the corner. New best friend, New lover, Eyes watch as their tongues dance, wild fires burning in their eyes. Envious blood pounds through her delicate veins as she sees how blinded they are! Or is the world shining to them... She's the shadow blocking the sun, freezing hearts and showering her peers with icy tears. Frozen in time...

He’d grown did you know? He walked towards you. Your heart pounding in your chest. You longed to kiss his perfect lips...See his perfect smile... Feel his perfect hand slip inside of yours. Instead you watch him walk away. He doesn’t care anymore did you know? Your heart shatters into even smaller fragments, so minute the fine dust mixes with the raging tears causing pyroclastic flows which trap and drown the sane thoughts begging to be listened to, praying to be saved. She sits and writes about him did you know? But why won’t he leave her alone to pleasant days and cosy nights, And strong arms encircling her timid frame,

She stands,waiting for him to show, leant against the wall... most causual, most relaxed yeah? wrong. Her heart stays in her mouth wondering how she will react, will he behave differently with her?She stands, emerged in her thoughts, drowning her,cutting her off from the others walking around her.She wants to scream and run but each time she opens her mouth a rush of thought chokes her, stopping the air from reaching her lungs, no mercy, she needs help... wants to run... wants to cry... doesnt know what to do.... and then she looks and his perfect frame is beside her watching her... he looks as wary as she does... she reaches out to hold the

Pain shoots through her body as she stands shell shocked. His mouth is moving,those perfect lips she once owned spill such violent words that crush her soul. He takes hold of her delicate hands and wills her to speak,tears spring from his yearning eyes. Her body stays limp her heart torn, smashed into a million pieces. Slowly her lips start to move,she imagines their hands entwined, their lips locks, their hands caressing each others bodies that fit so well together. She cannot hear the words that escape her mouth as dry sobs echo through the tense atmosphere. He stands there watching her feeling awaked, her face falls as she realises that th

Grass withers, dust settles In the shade of dead trees Barren waste ever lasting You drop to your knees Cry out as you fall In the wake of your pleas Keep quiet, surrender Hand over the keys. We march through your cities Your fortresses fall You cower and crumble Whilst we soldiers stand tall Glass shatters, you scatter As shells fall around you The foetid stench of the corpses Begins to accrue Your palace decays As the bodies turn blue Keep quiet, surrender To whom you once knew We march through your cities Your fortresses fall You cower and crumble Whilst we soldiers stand tall As slaves we were cast into Death and

This is how I break Yet still awake I bleed my dreams onto the floor. I tear apart your crown Yet here I am; I drown As this lake of deceit Consumes! Me! Burn me, burn me On the pyre of your nightmare Burn me, burn me Down! This is how I rend Myself apart And come crashing down around you. Come raging through me. My nightmare! As chaos dreams Consume! Me! Burn me, burn me On the pyre of your nightmare Burn me, burn me Down! The die is cast as I Throw myself at you! I march into the mouth of Hell itself To drain myself Resurrect myself To end myself I know what I must do! As blood pumps through my veins You r

Blank pages taste so sweet yet this will be my end - vast and still, stretching into oblivion as line after line after line consumes me, cursing my venom words and te a ring them asunder, as the pen beneath my fingertips shivers and cracks. As soft writer's hands are taken, hacked away, my voice resides within these walls of words, just words. It consumes me. I am consumed.